Hi, again!!! I have been really lazy lately so I could not make myself start writing. Now I'm writing just because I am supposed to be studying lol (I'm just joking)I'm really sleepy now, but I made a cup of coffee and I will listen to some music really loud, so I guess I'll get better in a few minutes :D.............okay! now I'm feeling much better! [Oh, yeah! I was extremely happy to get two comments on my first post! Thank you, guys!!!^^]
Today I had no excuse to not write here since my whole afternoon is free (except the fact that I have to study, but this can wait for now)...and the reason why my afternoon is free is the fact that yesterday was my last day at work! I'm happy that now I have much more time for relaxing and studying Japanese at home...yeah...I don't know much Japanese (according to me almost none, most of the things I know are from watching anime and J-dorama...or listening to music), but I love it so much that I'm trying to study it by myself at home...the bad part of it is that there's no one to explain things to me. I am learning with some program called Rosseta Stone...there is no explanation of things, they just make you guess and that's how you learn...you have to understand it alone...at least this makes you think a lot ;) Anyway...my biggest problems with Japanese are the counting of objects and the dates...how can you have more than seven words to count one thing?! I have no idea how to remember these things...so for that I really need a "teacher".
Hmmm...it seems the hard part is to start writing...I wrote so much words so far and I said practically nothing! I was saying that it was my last day at work yesterday...I think I'll definitely miss my colleagues, here in the Bulgarian office and those from the New York office, too. I don't know why but I start feeling people close very easily...
Last time I told you I was going to buy a present for my roommate with some friends...this pic above is of the main present :D She named him Simon, but I call him Saiko. He is big and cute! (*^_^*) [song at this very moment -> Se7en - Better Together]
You know what...I'm getting more and more scared with each day...this waiting is killing me...I'm really afraid that something wrong may happen and everything to fall apart. I'm tired of people asking me when I'm leaving because this reminds me how I can do nothing now and how I just stay and wait...I can't explain to people how much this means to me...it's everything!!! There is nothing more important for me now than going to Japan...I also hope that this work there will give me the answers I'm searching for...I mean...for the future. Now I'm studying International Economic Relations, but...economics is not for me, I'm not that kind of person...this is my mistake...and I'm paying for it now :) When I graduate I hope I won't work anything connected with economics. I think I want to become something like...language teacher...I have to work really hard to be able to do this if it's really what I want to do...I want to teach either little children or adults. I just want to graduate now and to have some more time to think of the future...
I was thinking of writing a post how this (my going to Japan) happened...and also another post about how my love for Japan "appeared", but I think these will be too boring and long long long stories... ;)
I think I should just stop here because I wrote too much again and I have to study a bit and also to study some Japanese...I had no time these days to study Japanese and I wasn't home alone (I study it only when I'm alone because I feel shy to speak in Japanese in front of my roommates and all the other people here, because they look at me like this -> o_O ).
Bye now!!! :)))
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